15 June 2010

I feel bad...

You know those times when you try and do something nice for another person, or persons, and end up screwing up the entire situation?  Yeah, that was me today.  I gave up my ticket so another could participate, and ended up offending the person who offered me a ticket in the first place!  Then tried to renig on the deal so I could not offend the first, and felt bad for the second, only to have to probably miss because of work!  More than that, there is another side story, not worth mentioning here.  Oi vey!  Sometimes, when I think I'm trying to keep it simple, I really make things more complicated.  I cried in a dressing room today.  I got all choked up while trying on my $3 shirt I was considering for purchase.

ej

I stay up late at night looking for the right answer to all my many quandaries
All I ever conclude is that the answer is dependant upon the questions I ask
I don't ask why the grass is greener on the other side or how doves fly?
Or why we wear many faces, hiding who we are under metaphorical masks?

All I ask for, is to be understood
Making choices, for a greater good
Sometimes we may do things that we may regret
I decide to work and make today the best day yet

Today, I was far from perfect and I feel bad for choices made
I created a lot of chaos, in my bed today, I should have stayed

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