I am always terrible with posting recipes, as I usually make things up off the fly as I feel inspired. However, the banana splits were mostly based of a recipe I came upon by accident and in prime "Erika Fashion," I put my own spin on things, especially since the grill wasn't out like I had hoped. The propane take was out, but the grill was nowhere to be found. The other anomaly was that the range top did not appear to be working. So we began to do all the cooking in the ovens. Thank goodness for Taunya! She lit the range top with a match! Our hero!
I will try and post a recipe at a "thyme." I need to try and recount the steps so I can get it right!
ej
16 June 2010
Sleep Number Bed - Advertisement
I love sleeping on a sleep number bed! It really is the best thing since sliced bread! Absolutely incredible! I sleep so well when I am here house-sitting!!!! I literally, don't want to get out of bed, which is very out of character for me. Someday, I may want to own one in my house.
ej
ej
15 June 2010
I feel bad...
You know those times when you try and do something nice for another person, or persons, and end up screwing up the entire situation? Yeah, that was me today. I gave up my ticket so another could participate, and ended up offending the person who offered me a ticket in the first place! Then tried to renig on the deal so I could not offend the first, and felt bad for the second, only to have to probably miss because of work! More than that, there is another side story, not worth mentioning here. Oi vey! Sometimes, when I think I'm trying to keep it simple, I really make things more complicated. I cried in a dressing room today. I got all choked up while trying on my $3 shirt I was considering for purchase.
ej
I stay up late at night looking for the right answer to all my many quandaries
All I ever conclude is that the answer is dependant upon the questions I ask
I don't ask why the grass is greener on the other side or how doves fly?
Or why we wear many faces, hiding who we are under metaphorical masks?
All I ask for, is to be understood
Making choices, for a greater good
Sometimes we may do things that we may regret
I decide to work and make today the best day yet
Today, I was far from perfect and I feel bad for choices made
I created a lot of chaos, in my bed today, I should have stayed
ej
I stay up late at night looking for the right answer to all my many quandaries
All I ever conclude is that the answer is dependant upon the questions I ask
I don't ask why the grass is greener on the other side or how doves fly?
Or why we wear many faces, hiding who we are under metaphorical masks?
All I ask for, is to be understood
Making choices, for a greater good
Sometimes we may do things that we may regret
I decide to work and make today the best day yet
Today, I was far from perfect and I feel bad for choices made
I created a lot of chaos, in my bed today, I should have stayed
14 June 2010
Week in Review
The weeks continue to improve! Last week, my friends and I went to an Oakland A's baseball game. I have very little experience with live professional baseball, but I have come to the conclusion that Diamond Seats are remarkable! A friend of mine was able to get Diamond Seats. Diamond seats are awesome, but to be front row center Diamond Seats???? Holy Cow! Yeah, that's right. We sat right behind home plate. We had a great view of everything! Including the players' butts! Not that I noticed...
We were on TV the whole time! I was glad I didn't pick my nose! However, we were all shoving food in our faces the whole time! I mean, hello???? The food was free! Every section had their own server! The menu was right there so we had to order right? It was amazing. Walking in, we saw Matsui!!!! He was right there walking past us! In butt grabbing distance! That's how close he was. I couldn't believe it! It was Matsui!!!!!!!!!!!
At any rate, we had first rate parking and even the other Diamond Seats were envious of our seats! As I was a few steps from the ladies room, a guy coming out of the men's room asked me how we were able to have those seats. It was crazy! Did I mention we saw Matsui??? The food was nothing to write home about, it's a ball game after all, but still, it was a great time! We felt like royalty! I was not rooting for the A's, but it was fun! I liked the part where the A's got stomped! I am not a fan of LA teams at all, but I am not an A's fan. Besides, Kevin Frandsen (he is not ugly) and Hideki Matsui were on the Angels, so I was okay with rooting for them!
On Friday night I went to see "Kites" with my friend Diana. It was my second time watching it and I loved it both times! It's a Bollywood crossover film. It's not the best movie you'll ever see, but watch it for the fun of it! There were some really funny parts! It's more of an action chick flick type movie. Mostly romantic, but with some car chases in the mix, and some Mafia type stuff as well. I liked it. I also liked Hrithik getting down on the dance floor. He's got mad skills! At any rate, after the movie I met up with some other ladies and we attempted to go roller skating in Milpitas. It closes at 11pm, but they stop letting you in at 930pm. We were all a bit miffed! Almost had our own skate party in the parking lot, except we would have all had to share one pair of blades between the four of us!!!
Saturday was jam packed! I had to get up early for my test in San Jose for school. I thought I was gonna get a ride from my cousin, but he never came home from the night before. So then I was gonna take a 2 hour and 50 minute bus ride to SJ for my test! I was not happy about that! Fortunately, as I cried to Carrie about it, she said she would drop me in SJ. I was so grateful! My four hour allotted time for the test only took me 59 minutes! Mattius and I were gonna drop over and play some basketball with some peeps before our bike ride at noon, but my buddy needed help moving. So, Mattius and I went and helped he and his wife move.
As soon as we were done moving things we headed over to Lake Almaden for a bike ride! Mattius and I met up with Clayton, and Susanne. It was awesome! It was a nice casual ride and good conversation. I forgot my water bottle, so I was not too thrilled about that. Fortunately, there are drinking fountains along the way! We passed by the ol' Camden building and I remembered all the many years I spent going to church there, then hit the wall at the end of the trail. With that, we turned around and headed back to the car! It was an easy ride. I think we might try starting the trail a little further out next time! Allegedly, it was 91 degrees, but we didn't feel it. There was a great breeze coming through, and the sun was at our backs! We took the southern route as well and the area is so beautiful that we just enjoyed the ride and the scenery. Enjoyed a late lunch at La Vic's and then parted ways for a bit.
Susanne and I drove up to Fremont so I could grab my clothes for my house sitting stint, then rushed back to meet up with Mattius and his girlfriend to drop in on a friend's birthday party then head over to the Poor House Bistro for a blues concert! John Garcia rocked it! Actually, all three guys rocked it! There were three acts. They all came together for the last set and it was amazing! Can't remember his name, but the guy on stage left was awesome! He was more along the style I like a lot! All of them were good, but I preferred his style. He was kind of like a slower, bluesy version of Chet Atkins, kinda. He was a country blues, but really clear and clean. Chet Atkins but different? Yeah, that.
It was a good time and the food there at PHB as always, was outstanding! Go PHB! We'll be back! The hostess said I should come back for open mic night and do stand up...not sure I will, but it was flattering.
ej
We were on TV the whole time! I was glad I didn't pick my nose! However, we were all shoving food in our faces the whole time! I mean, hello???? The food was free! Every section had their own server! The menu was right there so we had to order right? It was amazing. Walking in, we saw Matsui!!!! He was right there walking past us! In butt grabbing distance! That's how close he was. I couldn't believe it! It was Matsui!!!!!!!!!!!
At any rate, we had first rate parking and even the other Diamond Seats were envious of our seats! As I was a few steps from the ladies room, a guy coming out of the men's room asked me how we were able to have those seats. It was crazy! Did I mention we saw Matsui??? The food was nothing to write home about, it's a ball game after all, but still, it was a great time! We felt like royalty! I was not rooting for the A's, but it was fun! I liked the part where the A's got stomped! I am not a fan of LA teams at all, but I am not an A's fan. Besides, Kevin Frandsen (he is not ugly) and Hideki Matsui were on the Angels, so I was okay with rooting for them!
On Friday night I went to see "Kites" with my friend Diana. It was my second time watching it and I loved it both times! It's a Bollywood crossover film. It's not the best movie you'll ever see, but watch it for the fun of it! There were some really funny parts! It's more of an action chick flick type movie. Mostly romantic, but with some car chases in the mix, and some Mafia type stuff as well. I liked it. I also liked Hrithik getting down on the dance floor. He's got mad skills! At any rate, after the movie I met up with some other ladies and we attempted to go roller skating in Milpitas. It closes at 11pm, but they stop letting you in at 930pm. We were all a bit miffed! Almost had our own skate party in the parking lot, except we would have all had to share one pair of blades between the four of us!!!
Saturday was jam packed! I had to get up early for my test in San Jose for school. I thought I was gonna get a ride from my cousin, but he never came home from the night before. So then I was gonna take a 2 hour and 50 minute bus ride to SJ for my test! I was not happy about that! Fortunately, as I cried to Carrie about it, she said she would drop me in SJ. I was so grateful! My four hour allotted time for the test only took me 59 minutes! Mattius and I were gonna drop over and play some basketball with some peeps before our bike ride at noon, but my buddy needed help moving. So, Mattius and I went and helped he and his wife move.
As soon as we were done moving things we headed over to Lake Almaden for a bike ride! Mattius and I met up with Clayton, and Susanne. It was awesome! It was a nice casual ride and good conversation. I forgot my water bottle, so I was not too thrilled about that. Fortunately, there are drinking fountains along the way! We passed by the ol' Camden building and I remembered all the many years I spent going to church there, then hit the wall at the end of the trail. With that, we turned around and headed back to the car! It was an easy ride. I think we might try starting the trail a little further out next time! Allegedly, it was 91 degrees, but we didn't feel it. There was a great breeze coming through, and the sun was at our backs! We took the southern route as well and the area is so beautiful that we just enjoyed the ride and the scenery. Enjoyed a late lunch at La Vic's and then parted ways for a bit.
Susanne and I drove up to Fremont so I could grab my clothes for my house sitting stint, then rushed back to meet up with Mattius and his girlfriend to drop in on a friend's birthday party then head over to the Poor House Bistro for a blues concert! John Garcia rocked it! Actually, all three guys rocked it! There were three acts. They all came together for the last set and it was amazing! Can't remember his name, but the guy on stage left was awesome! He was more along the style I like a lot! All of them were good, but I preferred his style. He was kind of like a slower, bluesy version of Chet Atkins, kinda. He was a country blues, but really clear and clean. Chet Atkins but different? Yeah, that.
It was a good time and the food there at PHB as always, was outstanding! Go PHB! We'll be back! The hostess said I should come back for open mic night and do stand up...not sure I will, but it was flattering.
ej
Sunday Evening Dinner
So, I had this entire wonderful menu planned! Here is what I thought happened:
Print out menu - Check!Put printed pages in backpack - Check!
Print out Essay and Research Paper info for school - Check!
Put printed pages in backpack - Check!
Leave work with everything I needed for the weekend - Check!
Fast forward to weekend of shopping for ingredients for said menu...
Start the car to go grocery shopping - Check!
"Where's my menu?" moment in the car - Check!
Run back inside the house to grab my backpack - Check!
Toss bag in the car and leave - Check!
Get to the corner and decide to pull over and check backpack contents - Check!
"Dang it! Can't find the menu plan!!!" moment on the side of the road - Check!
"Oi, gonna have to wing it" executive decision made - Check!
So, I purchased a bunch of ingredients that kinda sounded right, including my groceries for the week!
Fast forward to meal preparation time...
Decided menu is as follows:Sauteed Asparagus Bundles over a bed of whole roasted garlic with sauteed mushrooms, shallots, and Turkish Figs
Lightly Pan fried and sliced New potatoes with Thyme
Fruit Salad - Blueberries, White Nectarines, and Banana
Dessert - Roasted Banana Splits
I purchased some figs as snacks during the week and decided to add them to the menu plans. It was a big experiment! I was pleasantly surprised at how well the mushrooms, shallots, and figs came together. I didn't try the banana splits or any of the food while it was hot, but the overall consensus wasn't too bad. Chicken was a bit dry, my fault for over cooking it (especially since I didn't realize the Asparagus wouldn't arrive until after six). I'm sure I will find many more ways to improve it. I definitely would like to add more orange slices to the bottom of the pan, and be a lot more careful with the Orange zesting. It was fun to actually cook again. It's been awhile. I had a lot of help with plating and prepping, so thanks to all of those that helped. I don't have many pictures, since I left my camera in my friend's car this weekend, but I will try and post some I took with my phone.
08 June 2010
Lessons Learned
It's been just over ten years since I made a decision that would alter my life forever.
What started off as me being kind of rude to the two young men at my doorstep on New Year's Eve in 1998, then hesitating for one more moment as one of the two cocked his head to say something [as I was revving to slam the door in their faces] I waited for what he would say. I don't remember what was said completely, but I remember how I felt and what I was thinking. I had no idea then what the impact of the course of the next few months would bring.
I had decided 2 months previously, that I was going to turn over a new leaf and avoid drinking alcohol and other bad habits I learned in college. It wasn't a lifestyle for me. The competitive spirit within me was never satisfied with drinking one when the the guy next to me was drinking two. If he could drink two, I could drink two more above him and faster! And so the pattern went on as such: Whatever "he" could do I could do better, and so on and so forth. I was already making changes in my life and looking for what I called "real people." I used that phrase often in the next two months.
What started off as mild curiosity, and appreciation for these two young men to want to share information about their beliefs and that on NYE, they had not invited me to a party to get wasted and to "rock on," was a good start to my goal of meeting "real" people. When they didn't return my call the next day, I remember feeling disappointed that these new people were flaky and it actually made me feel a tinge of sadness. I remember how excited I was when they returned my second call!
We eventually started meeting on a regular basis. I learned a lot of interesting information, and for a good bit of time, that's all it was to me: interesting information. As I started to read the scriptures they suggested and made efforts to pray and to know if what they were sharing was real and true. Even before I really knew it what was happening, my life was changing for the better. I started making better decisions in my life and seeing the world differently. I saw myself differently. Even so, I still wasn't sure about the whole "Christian thing."
After nearly two months of research and prayer and lots, and lots of support from the new people I was meeting, I finally had that moment of realization...and made the commitment to join the Church that I know was restored to the earth by a Prophet of God and is Christ's church on the earth today. I have never regretted the decision to be baptised. It was a long and difficult road to change my lifestyle and to discover who I am within this world as a member of Christ's church, what and who I stand for, and where I want to be in throughout Eternity.
Now, over ten years later, I am still a strong (at least I work hard to be) and faithful member of Christ's church, and my testimony has not faltered. I have made mistakes, but the power of the Atonement has been a constant friend to me, and Repentance has shown me how important it is to stay close to our Heavenly Father. The Holy Ghost as my companion through my life has always reminded me of my Father's love.
I'm so grateful for the knowledge I have gained and continue to gain each day. I have a strong testimony of the power of prayer, and how we can grow in our faith by being faithful and diligent each day. Obedience is more than just doing as the Lord would want us to, but it's about being humble and meek. Humility is not weakness, it is strength entering your body and into your soul.
ej
What started off as me being kind of rude to the two young men at my doorstep on New Year's Eve in 1998, then hesitating for one more moment as one of the two cocked his head to say something [as I was revving to slam the door in their faces] I waited for what he would say. I don't remember what was said completely, but I remember how I felt and what I was thinking. I had no idea then what the impact of the course of the next few months would bring.
I had decided 2 months previously, that I was going to turn over a new leaf and avoid drinking alcohol and other bad habits I learned in college. It wasn't a lifestyle for me. The competitive spirit within me was never satisfied with drinking one when the the guy next to me was drinking two. If he could drink two, I could drink two more above him and faster! And so the pattern went on as such: Whatever "he" could do I could do better, and so on and so forth. I was already making changes in my life and looking for what I called "real people." I used that phrase often in the next two months.
What started off as mild curiosity, and appreciation for these two young men to want to share information about their beliefs and that on NYE, they had not invited me to a party to get wasted and to "rock on," was a good start to my goal of meeting "real" people. When they didn't return my call the next day, I remember feeling disappointed that these new people were flaky and it actually made me feel a tinge of sadness. I remember how excited I was when they returned my second call!
We eventually started meeting on a regular basis. I learned a lot of interesting information, and for a good bit of time, that's all it was to me: interesting information. As I started to read the scriptures they suggested and made efforts to pray and to know if what they were sharing was real and true. Even before I really knew it what was happening, my life was changing for the better. I started making better decisions in my life and seeing the world differently. I saw myself differently. Even so, I still wasn't sure about the whole "Christian thing."
After nearly two months of research and prayer and lots, and lots of support from the new people I was meeting, I finally had that moment of realization...and made the commitment to join the Church that I know was restored to the earth by a Prophet of God and is Christ's church on the earth today. I have never regretted the decision to be baptised. It was a long and difficult road to change my lifestyle and to discover who I am within this world as a member of Christ's church, what and who I stand for, and where I want to be in throughout Eternity.
Now, over ten years later, I am still a strong (at least I work hard to be) and faithful member of Christ's church, and my testimony has not faltered. I have made mistakes, but the power of the Atonement has been a constant friend to me, and Repentance has shown me how important it is to stay close to our Heavenly Father. The Holy Ghost as my companion through my life has always reminded me of my Father's love.
I'm so grateful for the knowledge I have gained and continue to gain each day. I have a strong testimony of the power of prayer, and how we can grow in our faith by being faithful and diligent each day. Obedience is more than just doing as the Lord would want us to, but it's about being humble and meek. Humility is not weakness, it is strength entering your body and into your soul.
ej
29 May 2010
27 May 2010
Living on the Edge
So much going on these days! School is going well. Just did well on my final last week and found out that I will be going full time again at work (which started yesterday). It's not exactly the work I would like to be doing, but it's all good! I still do my regular job in the mornings then help out another department in the afternoons. Cold calling...not my fave.
I went to bike party on Friday night. It was so much fun! (pictures to come later). We rode out about 8-9 miles maybe then back about the same. We did some karaoke too! We probably rode for a total of about 20 miles in the end if you include getting to the start line and back to the car. We enjoyed a late night meal at La Vic's and then headed home! We had no idea we were going to take the scenic tour of South San Jose. LJ was struggling to follow the signs home for some reason. We made it home that was the important part!
On Saturday morning, I shot a nice little music video. It's silly, but I loved it! It was silly, fun, and about my friend lagging on me...well, sorta! Here it is for all to see! It's unedited and still rough, but for now, this is what I have time for!
Enjoy!
This song was inspired by my friend Breaking Dawn. She is a friend and and a scholar! Haha!
ej
I went to bike party on Friday night. It was so much fun! (pictures to come later). We rode out about 8-9 miles maybe then back about the same. We did some karaoke too! We probably rode for a total of about 20 miles in the end if you include getting to the start line and back to the car. We enjoyed a late night meal at La Vic's and then headed home! We had no idea we were going to take the scenic tour of South San Jose. LJ was struggling to follow the signs home for some reason. We made it home that was the important part!
On Saturday morning, I shot a nice little music video. It's silly, but I loved it! It was silly, fun, and about my friend lagging on me...well, sorta! Here it is for all to see! It's unedited and still rough, but for now, this is what I have time for!
Enjoy!
This song was inspired by my friend Breaking Dawn. She is a friend and and a scholar! Haha!
ej
04 May 2010
New Skills - "numb" chuck skills, bo staff skills...
Some friends of mine asked me to help them with the re-painting of their swimming pool. I said "sure, why not?" I have no regrets, despite I thought I was gonna pass out a few hours into it! LOL! It was pretty warm yesterday and I found that chiseling with a pretty thick dust mask, safety glasses, plenty of sunshine, not enough water, and wearing mostly black clothing, made for a challenging activity! Clearly, I'm not as young or spry as I once was. I'm a bit out of shape, soft in the belly, and yeah, overweight, but dang!
As soon as the sun had gone down, chisel work completed, bottle of water consumed, cool water splashed on my face (two times), and a moment in the shade and cool of the garage, I was good to go. We patched up the pool floor and I learned how to have the perfect consistency of patch-it cement. It was amazing how easy it was to spread when the consistency was right! I learned a lot yesterday and will continue my learning today and tomorrow. I think all my woodworking projects out in the GDI shop have helped me become a proficient plaster-er of pools floors.
Not sure I plan to have a career in it! It is not the easiest work I have ever done, that's for certain. I'm excited to help out my friends and make a little cash in the meantime.
ej
As soon as the sun had gone down, chisel work completed, bottle of water consumed, cool water splashed on my face (two times), and a moment in the shade and cool of the garage, I was good to go. We patched up the pool floor and I learned how to have the perfect consistency of patch-it cement. It was amazing how easy it was to spread when the consistency was right! I learned a lot yesterday and will continue my learning today and tomorrow. I think all my woodworking projects out in the GDI shop have helped me become a proficient plaster-er of pools floors.
Not sure I plan to have a career in it! It is not the easiest work I have ever done, that's for certain. I'm excited to help out my friends and make a little cash in the meantime.
ej
25 April 2010
Full Week
Well, I enjoyed a very full week. Between work, studying, and organizing my "room" I have kept quite busy. I got pretty much all my reading done today while at the beach for an activity. I have no idea what exactly the activity was, but I read while sitting on log near the waterline. I had some wonderful music playing softly, with the sound of the waves overlaying the sounds of the beach.
Had an amazing dinner in Santa Cruz at a place called Lillian's. I highly recommend it! I enjoyed my meal very much and the service was impeccable! We met an off duty hostess at the beach and she even called in our reservation for us!!! Wonderful in all respects!
I'm sleepy. Time for bed.
ej
Had an amazing dinner in Santa Cruz at a place called Lillian's. I highly recommend it! I enjoyed my meal very much and the service was impeccable! We met an off duty hostess at the beach and she even called in our reservation for us!!! Wonderful in all respects!
I'm sleepy. Time for bed.
ej
20 April 2010
House Sitting Fun
Well, I helped Grace house and dog sit for some friends this past weekend. I did some studying, but got the bulk of the reading done while Grace and Jess did the shopping at Lucky's. I'd like to thank the built in coffee shop at Lucky's for the wonderful table and chair accommodations with the built in chess/checker boards. I got so much reading done during the "shopping" experience it was incredible.
We watched "New Moon" more than once, revisited a movie from the past called "Project X," and drank Choc Soy by Silk and it was absolutely divine. We even ate stuft crust from Pizza Hut. Yummy!!!
School is moving along. Talked to my mentor yesterday and had some good laughs. I'm silly, may I just share that? I'm silly. Sometimes, I'm silly...by accident. No, as you were...silly by accident most of the time. I keep thinking I will grow out of it!
Still working on my student loan stuff, but I think it is finally coming round! Here's to a good school term! Salud!!!!
ej
We watched "New Moon" more than once, revisited a movie from the past called "Project X," and drank Choc Soy by Silk and it was absolutely divine. We even ate stuft crust from Pizza Hut. Yummy!!!
School is moving along. Talked to my mentor yesterday and had some good laughs. I'm silly, may I just share that? I'm silly. Sometimes, I'm silly...by accident. No, as you were...silly by accident most of the time. I keep thinking I will grow out of it!
Still working on my student loan stuff, but I think it is finally coming round! Here's to a good school term! Salud!!!!
ej
08 April 2010
School is now in session!
Well, I started back to school on the First of April. So many changes have been made in order to accommodate my school effort. I quit a job to make time for studying and "class time." That was a big decision for me, as it lead to a lot of other choices. Here is a list of changes stemming from one choice made in my life:
I went back to school and then...
I went back to school and then...
- Quit a job (I still have one though)
- Gave notice and moved out of my apartment (I quit a job, so now I can't afford the same amount of rent)
- Moved in with my cousin Henry who lived one exit away (hehehehehe)
- Sold my Jeep...
- Got a free bike and Pete fixed it up and it runs!
- Bought a bus pass for Alameda County Transit (Still need one for the South Bay though)
- Started school
- Applied for every random scholarship I could apply for, and even wrote a few essays
- Began Volunteering once a week
- Sold a bunch of things (iPod shuffles, skateboard, iPod Nano, etc.) so I could make some extra cash to do my best to stay up with bills
- Turned off my Blackberry to save $30 a month
- Cancelled my gym in LG
There are many other changes I have made, but those are the biggest ones. It is a lot to take on, but I am on my way to finishing my education! I can't wait to really build some momentum!
ej
17 March 2010
New Mantra
About a month or so ago, my office manager handed me a fortune from a fortune cookie. It was the day I was to hear back about a job that I wasn’t even sure I wanted. It said “Today is a chance to try something new.” At the time, I figured she gave it to me in case I got a job offer and accepted it. I ended up not taking one job, not getting another job, quitting a job, and enrolling in a teaching credential program. Phew! A lot happened all at once!
I thought about the day she handed the fortune to me yesterday when it fell out of my wallet as I went to pay for something. I remember thinking about what I thought it meant. As I reminisced, I considered the direction I chose and in which I am headed. In some respects, it will be an exigent road filled with excitement; on the other hand, the road to success will be smooth as molasses. I am looking forward to the journey and the challenges. I’m not going to lie, a few of the challenges I am facing right now give me some anxiety, but it will pass. Haha!
I’m thinking I will change the fortune to fit my personality. According to Master Yoda, “Do, or do not. There is not try.” I say, do your best. Want to “try” or do something new? Do it. Not sure if you’ll like it? Do it once at least, then you’ll know! Here are a few of my favorite quotes:
“Perhaps fear held them back when they should have gone forward.” – Lancelot to King Arthur (First Knight)
“You can’t love people in slices. You take them for the good and bad, together.” – King Arthur to Lancelot (First Knight)
“Not scared.” – Jordan Bettencourt (the meaning is a condensed version of first quote from Lancelot)
Now, for my edited fortune cookie:
“Today, is a chance to DO something new.” – Erika J. Freeman (adding to my list of Mantras)
I thought about the day she handed the fortune to me yesterday when it fell out of my wallet as I went to pay for something. I remember thinking about what I thought it meant. As I reminisced, I considered the direction I chose and in which I am headed. In some respects, it will be an exigent road filled with excitement; on the other hand, the road to success will be smooth as molasses. I am looking forward to the journey and the challenges. I’m not going to lie, a few of the challenges I am facing right now give me some anxiety, but it will pass. Haha!
I’m thinking I will change the fortune to fit my personality. According to Master Yoda, “Do, or do not. There is not try.” I say, do your best. Want to “try” or do something new? Do it. Not sure if you’ll like it? Do it once at least, then you’ll know! Here are a few of my favorite quotes:
“Perhaps fear held them back when they should have gone forward.” – Lancelot to King Arthur (First Knight)
“You can’t love people in slices. You take them for the good and bad, together.” – King Arthur to Lancelot (First Knight)
“Not scared.” – Jordan Bettencourt (the meaning is a condensed version of first quote from Lancelot)
Now, for my edited fortune cookie:
“Today, is a chance to DO something new.” – Erika J. Freeman (adding to my list of Mantras)
16 March 2010
My Sister Came for a Visit
My sister, Suzette, came out for a visit last week. We had a nice time. It was an opportunity for she and I to get to know one another. We didn't do much as far as sight seeing is concerned, but we hung out and spent time with our cousin Rick as well. Glad we had some time to chill out and relax!
ej
p.s.
She's all grown up now! She can read real books, has a CDL, old enough to drink, spit, and swear, and is very outgoing. I'm way more reserved than she is! Hahaha!
ej
p.s.
She's all grown up now! She can read real books, has a CDL, old enough to drink, spit, and swear, and is very outgoing. I'm way more reserved than she is! Hahaha!
04 March 2010
Busy Week
Okay, so this is my first week of working only one job in who knows how long and I have been busier than ever! I thought I would have more time to hit the gym. Wrong. I thought I would have more time to clean house. Wrong again. I even thought I would have time to take naps or something. Wrong, yes, wrong again. Where does the time go? How did I get anything done while I was working two jobs??? Beats me, that's for sure!
So far since I have become half-employed, I have learned to take the VTA Express bus from Fremont BART to downtown San Jose, and that the 218 on AC Transit will get me to the gym, the Fremont Main Library, BART Station and Sweet Tomatoes! Okay, okay. Sweet Tomatoes is right next door to gym, but then so is Big Cinemas! Woot! Who needs a car when you can take transit??? All I need to do is buy a pass! That is the tough part. Even though it is cheaper on the long term, coming up with the initial $140 pass is tough! I know something will work out though! Then I am all set! When the bike gets in working order then I am really gonna be on the go!
Not only have I learned to get around, but I have also started volunteering at the Storehouse in Santa Clara. It was so great to be able to spend time helping out people in need. I also had an opportunity to use my Spanish language skills! Whenever Spanish speaking individuals came in, the Meeks (a husband and wife team that are in charge of running the place) sent them my way. At one point, I was filling two family orders at once, and both of the orders were not only in Spanish text, but both of the individuals picking up their orders spoke very minimal English! It made me motivated to become more fluent again! Don't get me wrong, I understand quite a bit and can communicate somewhat effectively, but not nearly well enough to consider myself fluent by any stretch of the imagination. Since I am now responsible for the Safety Meetings with the installers on Wednesdays at GDI, I will have to up my Spanish speaking game with them as well! They have been awesome these last two weeks though! Correcting my Spanish when I mess it up! Haha!
Even with the challenges that have been coming my way, I feel so optimistic and motivated about my the path I am on! School will start before I know it! I have the next few weeks to pack and move my things.
ej
So far since I have become half-employed, I have learned to take the VTA Express bus from Fremont BART to downtown San Jose, and that the 218 on AC Transit will get me to the gym, the Fremont Main Library, BART Station and Sweet Tomatoes! Okay, okay. Sweet Tomatoes is right next door to gym, but then so is Big Cinemas! Woot! Who needs a car when you can take transit??? All I need to do is buy a pass! That is the tough part. Even though it is cheaper on the long term, coming up with the initial $140 pass is tough! I know something will work out though! Then I am all set! When the bike gets in working order then I am really gonna be on the go!
Not only have I learned to get around, but I have also started volunteering at the Storehouse in Santa Clara. It was so great to be able to spend time helping out people in need. I also had an opportunity to use my Spanish language skills! Whenever Spanish speaking individuals came in, the Meeks (a husband and wife team that are in charge of running the place) sent them my way. At one point, I was filling two family orders at once, and both of the orders were not only in Spanish text, but both of the individuals picking up their orders spoke very minimal English! It made me motivated to become more fluent again! Don't get me wrong, I understand quite a bit and can communicate somewhat effectively, but not nearly well enough to consider myself fluent by any stretch of the imagination. Since I am now responsible for the Safety Meetings with the installers on Wednesdays at GDI, I will have to up my Spanish speaking game with them as well! They have been awesome these last two weeks though! Correcting my Spanish when I mess it up! Haha!
Even with the challenges that have been coming my way, I feel so optimistic and motivated about my the path I am on! School will start before I know it! I have the next few weeks to pack and move my things.
ej
25 February 2010
Language Learning
About a month ago, my co-worker and I decided to make a "deal." Neither of us believes in gambling, but we wanted to make a deal, a challenge of sorts. Not against each other, but against ourselves I guess you could say. I typed up a contract and we both signed it, along with our "witness" person, Tricia (other co-worker). We're such geeks!
Edith is from Mexico City, Mexico, and speaks both English and Spanish fluently. She's been studying Punjabi for several months now, almost a year! She decided to start learning Punjabi because she has friends that speak it and thought it would be a fun challenge. I am from America, so I barely speak American English. I have a fair knowledge of Spanish, speak amazing Spanglish, took a semester of Hebrew in college and attended synagogue for several months, and my French, well, I can hold very basic conversation. But truthfully, I can only speak American fluently. I am pretty good at picking up languages, so even though she has a year under her belt, I figured; I would be able to catch up to her!
Our agreement is as follows: Edith, will learn enough Punjabi to be able to read a children's book with comprehension. I will learn enough Hindi to do the same. We have chosen a book called "Spot's Birthday Party." I am working hard on learning to understand the characters and to have a decent vocabulary. She's ahead of me, as she already understands the Punjabi characters, but I have a stronger vocabulary in Hindi. She can read the letters, but doesn't know the words. We have both worked together to help each other out when we have questions, so it's been a fun little activity for us.
I have really enjoyed the journey so far! Hindi is so different in sentence structure and their characters are completely different from both the Germanic language English that utilizes the Latin or Roman alphabet, and the Semitic language Hebrew utilizing the Hebrew alphabet. There are a few similarities I have observed between the characters of Hebrew versus Hindi, and that may be purely coincidental (I have yet to research these similarities). It helps me either way. It also helps that Hebrew is guttural, since it is also present in Hindi.
I have checked out a few items from my local library to assist me on my trek. I figured the best way to read a children’s book is to learn as a child does. I have been watching Baby Hindustani videos, “Learning the Hindi Alphabet” and “Exploring Hindi.” They teach you nursery rhymes, fun songs, and ways to associate sounds, letters, and pictures. I probably have the vocabulary of a 1 year old at this point, and the comprehension of a 6 month old, but it’s progress.
ej
19 February 2010
Brandon aka Easy Money
Man...
It's really difficult for my mind to grasp that he's really gone. He was going to be 31 years old this year and I was just thinking a week or so ago that we hadn't chatted in a long time. He was my karaoke Tambourine Man! I am not sure what to make of all the emotion. I feel sad.
My life has been at a crossroads for a few months now. Contemplating going back to school has created a lot of extra work for me mentally and emotionally. Should I stay working both jobs and still try and get into School? Which one should I keep if I do go back to school? How much is medical coverage if I decide on one job over the other? Should I accept this job offer or that job offer? Should I just say "no" and stick with my initial plan to work one job? Should I give up my apartment and choose a life of utter poverty to go back to school? How can I be a better support for my family during this time of crisis? Is Brandon really gone? How are the kids going to react if I decide to quit? Will they even care? Will I miss them too much to leave? How will I pay the bills? Did I dream about Brandon, is he really gone???
Brandon...
What a great kid! I don't know that I have ever been in his presence when he wasn't smiling. Even when he was sick and in pain he still smiled, at least whenever I was around. I remember last year he had been in the hospital and I had happened to send him a text and didn't know he was in hospital. I could still sense his cheery sense of humor as we exchanged texts. Even when he was explaining why he was hospitalized, I could still hear optimism. I could hear him smile as we communicated. It made me smile.
With Brandon gone and his funeral coming up this weekend, I can't help but forget my worries for a moment. Be easy, Easy Money! I'll see you on the other side!
ej
16 February 2010
Blessings come pouring in...
The following post has been saved in my 'Drafts' for awhile, but it is finally time to put it "out there."
I want to thank my friends that have supported me through this difficult time. Prayers have been answered, and though the struggle to learn how to live and understand the circumstances will remain, it has helped me to better understand my role with my family and the role they will play in my future.
My trip to Fresno a few weeks ago was a quick one! (yeah, Sommer, I was in town) I wish it had been under better circumstances, but my next trip will be planned and Sommer....you are on my list of people to see! Since you actually follow my blog!!! I miss you my dear, sweet friend!
Back to my trip...
I have struggled with the circumstances of why the trip was necessary. I was happy to make the trip and the sacrifice was minimal, as I would do it again in a heartbeat. My struggles have not been because of the trip itself, but the position in which I found myself. I felt awkward, and unsure. Not familiar territory for me. I normally take time to process emotion and sort out whether or not it makes sense to be moved or not. In this case, I had approximately 4 hours of awake time to process before having to be before family and friends to face the concerns and issues we were faced with. I love my family. I may not always know how to embrace them with love, or we may not always be able to spend time with one another, whether it be for financial reasons, clashing of personalities, or personal conflicts; whatever the reason, we have always come together when in crisis.
Despite the challenges ahead of us (collectively), the blessings have and I know, will continue to pour in. I can't speak for my family, but for me...I feel stronger and more sure about my role as a daughter, an older sister, a cousin, a niece, and even a grand-daughter.
Does this mean that all the challenges and past concerns and struggles will disappear? No. This will only help us on our road to progression. Even from a distance, love can be felt and shared.
ej
I want to thank my friends that have supported me through this difficult time. Prayers have been answered, and though the struggle to learn how to live and understand the circumstances will remain, it has helped me to better understand my role with my family and the role they will play in my future.
My trip to Fresno a few weeks ago was a quick one! (yeah, Sommer, I was in town) I wish it had been under better circumstances, but my next trip will be planned and Sommer....you are on my list of people to see! Since you actually follow my blog!!! I miss you my dear, sweet friend!
Back to my trip...
I have struggled with the circumstances of why the trip was necessary. I was happy to make the trip and the sacrifice was minimal, as I would do it again in a heartbeat. My struggles have not been because of the trip itself, but the position in which I found myself. I felt awkward, and unsure. Not familiar territory for me. I normally take time to process emotion and sort out whether or not it makes sense to be moved or not. In this case, I had approximately 4 hours of awake time to process before having to be before family and friends to face the concerns and issues we were faced with. I love my family. I may not always know how to embrace them with love, or we may not always be able to spend time with one another, whether it be for financial reasons, clashing of personalities, or personal conflicts; whatever the reason, we have always come together when in crisis.
Despite the challenges ahead of us (collectively), the blessings have and I know, will continue to pour in. I can't speak for my family, but for me...I feel stronger and more sure about my role as a daughter, an older sister, a cousin, a niece, and even a grand-daughter.
"I am a Child of God. Rich blessings are in store.
If I but learn to do His will,
I'll live with Him once more."
Does this mean that all the challenges and past concerns and struggles will disappear? No. This will only help us on our road to progression. Even from a distance, love can be felt and shared.
ej
10 February 2010
Well...
I didn't get the job I interviewed for, but that's okay! Regardless of that outcome, I have decided to give notice to my job at the Group Home. I have really enjoyed the work I have been able to do with the kids there. I have learned tremendously and have gained some invaluable experience. This is a difficult demographic to work with and I have found that I am well suited for it. There are some issues within the employment I have had in the GH and it is time for me to move along. Finances will be difficult as I decide my next steps, but I know it is the right thing to do.I am contemplating going back to school. Not sure how that will all pan out, but I am going to do it! It's the only way I can get what I want. Even though I am capable of doing it now, the world tells me I need this stupid bit of paper to say I can. So, I conform. Off I go to see about college.ej
01 February 2010
Big Day
Today's a big day. I don't know what the outcome of my interview will be, but I am praying that it is in the affimative. Keep your fingers crossed. Knock on wood. Say a little prayer for me. Positive thoughts my way. Whatever!
ej
ej
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